What?!

You know, there are times in life where things may seem complicated but when you look back, they just are the most trivial of things. These are the times which include feeling horrible when you are supposed to feel happy and when you're supposed to feel down, deep down you feel this joyful kid waiting to burst out. I've no idea why I'm thinking this way, perhaps its the flu pills messing with my head, gotta tell ya, by far the MOST effective medicine ever to keep me lying on the bed. Gotta stop taking them. Guess I forgot how it feels like to feel "sober" again, feeling how I want to feel and how it should feel.

It may not be surprising at all, cause I'm sure many including myself feel this way at times, things just don't go according to plan. Okay, i SERIOUSLY hope the doc didn't mix female hormonal mood swing powder into the supposing flu tablets. Mood swings? Damn, no idea.

Then there's this phenomenon, what you may think you want, may not be true. Cause once you get it, its like, what? what happened? Oookay. Yes, I'm talking about exams, this is one of the few that falls under this list. Take exams for instance alright, you've been looking for it to be done and over asap. But once its over, the expected inner joy you get isn't there somehow, perhaps lost in the wandering deserts, who knows.

On a lighter note, things that make you truly happy, aren't the ones you expected it to be. They just come along, the little things that put a smile on your face and go wow, I totally did not catch that coming to me, but thank god it did. I'm not saying that things you work hard for aren't fulfilling in the end, they are! Its just that to the broad definition, there are exceptions like this which come to play in our daily lives. In fact, those are the main goals in life we should head towards to, cause it makes you realize how much you can achieve when you want something so badly you're willing to push yourself over the edge to get it.

So, what I'm saying is... ...

SUIT UP!